Aab
sat on the hillock and was enjoying the view.
The hillock was definitely not Himalayas ,
and he was not there to meditate or seek enlightenment. Poor Aab! What does he know what is
enlightenment, and how to seek it? He
was there to enjoy the view, the breeze, and the solitude.
Aab
lives in the twenty first century, but he does not belong to it. He is from a different era, transplanted here
like an anachronism. At times he feels
like a cactus in a blooming rose garden, sometimes he realizes that he is like
the last guest in a party when the hosts are waiting to wind up.
Aab
also knows that there are no hosts in this world. Everyone wants to be a guest. Each one wants to be served, not to
serve. Every person wants to move on
when the party is over. Only Aab knows
that there was no party.
Aab
was looking for loneliness. Yes, what
you read is true – he was looking for loneliness. Not solitude, mind you. Solitude one can get by just walking away from
others, hiding in one’s physical or mental cave. Aab in fact did not like solitude, except
once in a while. In fact, people sought
him out. Not like disciples seek a Guru,
but more like those who crave to find themselves in and through him.
The
narration will continue.
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